Brilliant Songs #11: Chris Smither’s “Time Stands Still”

Waiting for the consummate rootsy-bluesy singer-songwriter Chris Smither to come on stage last weekend at Durham’s Blue Note Grill, we greeted our friend Michael the Sound Board Guy, who noted with a kind of respect-just-this-side-of-awe in his voice that the packed crowd was absolutely crawling with local musicians. Little wonder, given the “musician’s musician” label that Smither, now 76, has earned over a half-century of crafting songs that combine lyrical depth, humor, virtuoso guitar picking and a driving beat he keeps going with the slightly amplified foot-tapping that serves as his own rhythm section.

“I can’t not do it,” he once told an interviewer regarding his footwork, which involves both feet, heel and toe, tapping out the often syncopated rhythms that are but one of the qualities that give his music its distinct, “Oh, that must be Chris Smither” feel.

But as good as the pure melodies, rhythms and guitar picking are, Smither himself considers his lyrics the favorite and most important part of his now voluminous oeuvre, which includes 18 albums since his 1970 debut. And once one bathes in that world with him, it is hard not to agree.

If you’re not or only minimally familiar with him, there’s much more of his work readily available via the usual platforms, which I would heartily encourage you to explore. But for now, let us zero in on a love song of uncommon depth, feeling and range.

“Time Stands Still” is from his 2009 album of the same name. It is presumably written to his wife Carol Young, who was running a music management company in the mid-1980s, had seen Smither perform in the past, had noticed his absence from the music scene over quite some time, and gave him a call to find out what was up with that.

We can’t really be free until we know what limits, discipline and constraints are. Every child, every athlete, every spiritual person, every lover, comes to learn that—or else.

What was up was that Smither had been carrying on a love affair with bourbon for about a decade, had floundered in the way that people too besotted with alcohol tend to do, and, it turned out, was in desperate need of someone to help him get back on track. Young was that someone, at first professionally, later romantically.

So if we are to follow the general human trajectory of such things and believe these lyrics he wrote in the aftermath, we can surmise that Young pretty much saved Smither’s creative life, if not his very existence.

And among what they and all of us got in return was this achingly deep song of confession, desperation, devotion, appreciation, wisdom, and in a way we will touch on below, transcendent, divine love.

So, let’s have a listen, then peruse the lyrics a stanza at a time (you can read them afterwards in full here if you’re inclined), then wrap up with another video of him discussing this song and his creative process before signing off until #12 in this series. (See here for previous posts.)



Blindness starts us off, not of the visual kind, but a blindness of spirit, will, and self-direction. A blindness that doesn’t see life for what it could be, but instead for what it can fall prey to.

I’ve been blind, she’s been kind.
She knows at times I forget to see.
Through a cold dark cloud,
An imaginary shroud or a shadow settles over me.
I once was smart, it was back at the start.

Lot going on there. Blindness, a cold dark cloud and imaginary shroud, the admission that he has lost his way, is no longer “smart” or whole in the way he was in more innocent, less spirit-bruised days.

And then the fear clanging its warnings and casting aspersions against all commitment, all actual change, all opening to the fierce ravages of the heart:

I offered her my body and my soul.
Thought in my heart it would tear me apart;
It made me whole.

Hearing this as much as we do through life—big love/big risk/big reward (and yes, maybe big heartache…)—it does no good in the abstract. Every person who is fortunate enough to have it presented to them must traverse that treacherous territory alone before its wisdom is won, no matter their age or situation. (Smither was in his ’40s when he faced this existential choice, got off the dime of indolence, and took the plunge.)

Carol is presented as the straightest of shooters in the next verse:

Keep it simple, keep it clear. It’s what we like to hear.
She don’t argue, she don’t ever lie.
If I say it’s so, it’s so. She don’t want to know
If it’s a metaphor or something in disguise.
She let me know, a long time ago
It’s better to say just what I mean.
Truth to tell it can hurt like hell,
But it keeps me clean.

I love the lines about her not wanting to hear about metaphors and disguises. For all we know, she may well esteem them in poetry and fiction and in Smither’s songs, but in a relationship, “Oh geez, my love, just give it to me straight now, O.K.?”

Much as metaphors can reveal deeper layers of meaning and reality, so too can they obfuscate and conceal. And in the paradoxical way of such things, the truth can indeed “hurt like hell” before it…heals.

And then this:

My guiding star, I don’t stray far.
I keep her in my mind and in my eye.
I’ve been lost before, but never any more.
I just look up at my compass in the sky.  

I had my fears, in the early years,
That I’d locked me up and throw’d away the key
I lost my mind to the ties that bind,
But it set me free   

First time I heard and read those lines I thought Smither had maybe written the whole song as metaphor, and that this verse gave it away. A “guiding star/my compass in the sky” suggests a divine dimension, that it was God herself who had been the guide, the compass, the soother of fears, and the gateway to freedom.

But Smither is not much for conventional religion, and in this expression of ardor and humility, it’s more like he’s channeling Dante and the latter’s beloved, idealized Beatrice. This is archetypal love, savior love, down-on-our-knees-in-worship-and-appreciation love.

The difference, though, is that most reports indicate Dante met Beatrice but two times in their lives, only briefly and in passing, whereupon Dante built an edifice of the imagination and heart to fancy her as his own gateway to the divine.

Smither, on the other hand, actually had Carol, in the flesh, right there in his house. And unlike Beatrice, she returned his love.

Which set him free—despite his fears that the ties would bind him. No small point there, either.

We can’t really be free until we know what limits, discipline and constraints are. Every child, every athlete, every spiritual person, every lover, comes to learn that—or else.


Oh she’s fast, I know I’ll never ask,
She’s by me now but I don’t really mind
I hardly know, I’m oh so slow,
My shadow often kicks me from behind.
I once was fast, in the distant past.
In a mighty demonstration of my will,
I kissed her twice at the speed of light.
Time stood still.   

I kissed her twice at the speed of light,
And time stood still.

Seems Carol always saw through and past him, knowing and seeing him more deeply than he did himself. One could make the argument that most successful couples do exactly that, each of their shadows kicking them from behind even though the other partners see the shadows always looming, plain as day.

But in any case, our hero is given to reflect now on his distant past, his impetuous, moving-fast youth, when he enjoyed the ignorance and chutzpah of innocence, and deigned to kiss her “twice at the speed of light.” 

Neither the world nor the time that sends it hurtling along has felt the same since.

Five more minutes of richness here: “It’s a process of having a conversation with part of your mind you’re not on speaking terms with….eventually, she shows up.”


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7 comments to Brilliant Songs #11: Chris Smither’s “Time Stands Still”

  • Kevin Feldman  says:

    Beautiful post Drew, I’ve only seen Chris Smither once, about 2-3 yrs back and he was delightful – created this feeling with his audience that you were old friends and he could tell you anything and it all would be OK, funny, warm, like your favorite flannel shirt! I appreciated revisiting this classic love song with your commentary… thanks for the 2nd video too – a cool little peek into how an artist woos his muse to come hither for a visit. Musicians like Smither are truly our modern day troubadours spending months on the road going from small club to local community centers etc – we live richer lives as a result!

  • Bruce Curran  says:

    My personal familiarity with the genre is unfortunately too limited. But he is an excellent lyricist and you are an excellent writer. Having the two of them paired in the same space is a most pleasant experience.

  • Jeanette Millard  says:

    So glad you wrote this, Andrew. I saw Chris Smither once way back in the early 80’s and really did *not* enjoy him. He sounded ragged and disdainful and angry. I never tried to see him again. Now I know that he was either in the pit or sinking fast. In these two small videos is a Chris Smither I didn’t see or hear. So glad for him. And me/us.

    I really like hearing artists of all kinds describe their creative process. I use their stories when describing different types of people and how they think and create. Cheryl Wheeler says sometimes a song will come to her and she has to pull the car over to the side of the road and write it down. Some write a poem and wait for the music to emerge. Steven King (the writer whom I have not read) says he writes 5-10 a.m. and sometimes one good sentence results, sometimes none. I love Smither’s coaxing things along, “And then she’s there.”

    Thanks for this brief escape from the historic trial I am both loathe to pay attention to and also bound to attend to, it being living history and all.

  • karen malin  says:

    Thanks for the story and the music! Never heard of Chris Smither, but now he’s taking a prominent place in my favorites play list! Have a great day!

  • Andrew Hidas  says:

    Kevin, love the “favorite flannel shirt” reference, which pretty much nails the Smither vibe in performance and also lyrical intimacy. The fact that he’s still doing it at 76, even though he doesn’t have to for financial purposes, suggests his own intimacy with musicmaking and audiences is a jones he just can’t bear to give up, but unlike the bourbon of decades ago, this is a good jones to help carry him along. And since his mother lived till 91, we may have more opportunities to see him down his road and ours!

    Thanks, Bruce, we do aim to please here! (And stir up, on occasion…) Next time he’s in town, I’ll give you a shout.

    Very interesting anecdote, Jeanette. One never knows exactly what’s going on with an artist at any given time, and whether you’re getting the “best” of them, they’re just mailing it in, or they’re in some down ‘n out period with the bottle or drugs, pissed at their record company, getting a divorce, have a colicky baby at home, whatever. And indeed, the creative process itself is always a fascination. I’m not sure we can learn anything from anyone about that, given how personal those processes tend to be, but they’re interesting to hear about. I fully subscribe to Wheeler’s approach, though (have yet to see her live, want to…), to pull on over to the side of the road when some kind of inspiration strikes (especially as I age, and such inspirations become more susceptible to porous memory).

    Karen, one of the pleasures of this series is hearing from people who have discovered an artist by stopping in here. Good for me to hear, presumably good for you, and good for the artist. Thanks for letting me (and Chris!) know.

  • Bert  says:

    Hi Andrew,

    I stumbled into this internet rabbit hole in search of Chris Smither’s lyrics. Thank you! Saw him perform the other night. It was quite fortuitous – we had gone for what apparently was only the warmup act lol.

    Thank your for your efforts to post and analyze Time Stood Still. I could be reading these lyrics through my own context, but you mention Smither drank – so my interpretation may not be too far fetched. For those of us “in recovery” (euphemism for people who would give up everything they value in life – wife, family, career, house – self – for another excuse to drink) – a lot of these lyrics ring true to the principles inherent to sobriety. In a very figurative sense, the “She” in the song could be Smither’s higher spirit. And it’s probably also about Carol, as much as it’s about this sense of true, unblemished Self we aspire to be.

    Read the lyrics again with a spiritually revelatory “I was lost / I am found” perspective, and if you’re at all familiar with our challenges, risks, failures and triumphs – the lyrics are even more brilliant. The fear of the loss of self to a relationship, or to love itself, is almost child’s play by comparison.

    Thanks again, for these posts! A veritable smorgasbord of food for thought lol.

    • Andrew Hidas  says:

      Yo Bert, I want to thank you heartily for this, not only for responding to a nearly 3-year-old post, but more importantly, for what it contributes to my own understanding of this song, Chris Smither, addiction & sobriety, and this discussion. Your thesis kind of hit me over the head with one of those “But of course!” moments—of course Smither is writing about how Carol saved him from the bottle, but Smither, being the writer he is, doubled up on that “of course,” pulling back to give it a much wider angle, with more dimension, meaning and depth. On one hand, a very human “savior” in the form of a beloved who was able and willing to serve as a springboard, but on the other, what he has been saved from, and the higher Self he had, in the end, to find on his own and coax into becoming another very necessary ally.

      Reading this again as a heartfelt paean to recovery itself makes a a great song even better, something that great songs often do when one keeps turning them over. Many thanks again for doing that for us here.

      Also really enjoyed the notion of you stumbling upon him as the ostensible “warmup act.” Love it when that happens!

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